I want to have my FREEDOM

I am been suffering since I was a child because of loneliness.I am a very friendly person.I love to party and do fun things.Unfortunately,I don't have any one to enjoy life with.I don't have brothers or sisters.I don't have a boyfriend right now.My mother have the very bad idea that the two of us is enough and every other person is going to hurt us which is not true.Loneliness is hurting us.My mother was a lively person before she met her husband who tried to change her and he succeed.He didn't want her to go to work,he have me homeschooled so we don't see people.He wished for to stay always alone even after he died because some people blame him for what he did to us.Now seven years after he died, we are still alone.Last January,I was seeing a nice man who was a perfect match for me.We went to spend some time together and my mother was upset and called me many times which is one of the reasons that my ex don't want to talk to me anymore.I am so sad about that.I prayed every day for reconciliation between us.My mother don't want to see any man since her husband died and she want to same for me.I am so sick and tired of living in loneliness and forced celibacy.I want to be attractive to the young and successful people.I want to make friends easily.I want to have lot of friends and lovers.I want my mother to have lot of friends and lovers,also.The worst thing that happen to me is I moved into a spacious apartment so I could have my independence from my mother,and instead of independence the opposite happen the neighbors scared me with their big dogs,I can't walk by myself in the building.My mother enjoy that because she like to walk with me to treat me like a little girl.I want her to understand that we are both grown women and we need to live independently even if we live in the same apartment.I want to be able to have my free will as God created us to have free will.Not the will of my mother and her dead husband and their allies be done but the will of God which is to love one another.

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