Life hanging by a thread...

I've started working full-time thereafter to live, its been hard. My sisters does not help me and to make matters worst, my mum brought in her sister, the husband and daugter, to add his brother and nephew who was just released from jail. Now there 9 persons at home. And I am paying for everything, I try to fulfill everything but it is just not fair! I am working hard and other people are just staying for free. I hate those people in my home, I hate them. I wish I could end my life now!.

Almost 80% of my pay goes to paying bills for my home. What about me, my personal space, personal bills and thing that I want for myself. I can;t cry anymore now. I'm ashamed because I can;t go out with my friends, have drinks with them just simply because I can;t afford them. I skip lunch most of the time to save money but it's not really helping.

I love someone, but because of my situation, I had to let go and its a big pain not being able to love. : (

I wish one day, I earn quite well, have enough money to pay for everything and buy things that I can afford or have for one day being able to spend on things I want. Please help me wish for a better life, I will also work hard to improve it but a miracle push would be an extra help.

I wish everyone well for wishing for me and I will do the same for everyone.

Warmest Regards....
Resuwan

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