This is my wish, so mode it be

I am just learning the power of Witchcraft and what a positive influence it can have in my life, at 49years, although I have always had an interest I have never explored the avenues as I have now... This is a time in my life of great turbulence and upset, I am broke, i mean broke, and 8 years ago had you asked me where I would be today I would never have guessed here, with 130,000 in the bank. I am love sick, and in love with a man who is not good for me but nonetheless madly and hopelessly in love and he no longer wants me in his life, and I love another man but my feelings for him are less than they should be that man is my husband and I care for him but have lost all respect for him, and resent him for the financial position I am in..... he has maybe worked for 2 full years of our 9 years together except for 2 which is where the other came into play..... I am sick, I have back problems which caused me to loose my job, and the surgeon that operated on me lost his license to practice medicine but I can not find an attorney to take my case ( go figure).... I also lost my vehicle because of my own stupidity I took a title loan and couldnt pay it offered to settle the account for the amount I took out but they refused so i hid it for a year and then lent it to a friend and she wrecked it and it was impounded and they repossessed it...... So there goes the credit, and then to top it all off I have lost my best friend in the world my daughter, she is alive but only in the flesh, she suffers from severe depression and has turned her anger and resentment on me for her mistakes, she is 22 with a 2 year old (the only sunshine in my deary life) and has changed her mind, but lives with me and refuses to help her self she gets worse everyday mentally and verbally abusive towards me and sometimes physical and also verbally abusive to the baby.....

So with all the above in my life I wish for Peace and Serenity first and then I wish for my love to come back to me even if it is just to find out if i still want him or if my ego and pride are what is hurting.... I I wish for the guidance to make a decision about my husband, do I keep hanging on hoping that he will work, or let him go..... I wish for financial security, the ability to raise my grandson in a manner in which he deserves, the ability to pay my bills and repair my credit, and a vacation once a year..... I wish for my health to improve, so that I can return to work or finish my book, so that I can build my self confidenc e again,..... and feel a sense of accomplishment...... And last I wish for my daughter to get well and come back to me to bring back her smile and her zealous attitude toward living.....
and most of all I wish for happiness so that we can all be together and raise this unconditionally loving baby to have the best of the best in life.......Oh and I wish that I can go back to school and get my BA in education and teach because I believe that we are the next generations only hope and without education there is nothing...........

That is definitely a lot and I feel somewhat selfish for asking all of you to bring together your efforts on just me.... but i implore you, I am at my last straw and it is about to break I feel myself falling deeper and deeper into despair and without your help I just cant go on......... and they all need me so..... and I need me ......... I just want to be the fun loving caring and beautiful individual that I used to be ......... so that i can touch the hearts of others like you will all touch mine.......... Thank you for all your help....... and a special thank you to those who are helping me now even before this is published I can feel your presence already.....

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